When Plagiarism Is a Plea for Help
Instead of failing students for intellectual dishonesty,
shouldn’t we try to help them not fail?
That
summer night, at a dinner table surrounded by writing teachers, the plagiarism
stories were hard to stop. There was the freshman who, given the writing prompt
"Why Do I Procrastinate?" pasted in Yahoo Answers. I told about the
senior who turned in an essay paraphrasing a scholarly article synonym by
synonym, word by word. The winning story was the student who asked permission
to study a novel written by his professor and then turned in an essay that
copied text from the book jacket, including a line from the author bio:
"She lives in Chicago with her two sons and their cat."
There
was one I didn’t tell. It’s not a dinner-table story. It might not even be a
story about plagiarism. For a while, every time I talked about it, I had to
begin by saying, "I’m glad I’m not the kind of person who could feel
responsible for something like this." What I meant was that people who
believe the death of someone else could be their own fault are usually deluding
themselves into a sense of omnipotence. "I’m glad I’m not the kind of
person who could feel responsible," I repeated to myself. I needed that to
be true.
My
student — I’ll call her "Susan" — dressed well. Big sweaters she’d
tuck a knee into. Long hair, pale face, pretty. Twice that September, she had
stayed after class to discuss the recommended reading — she’d actually done the recommended
reading. When she was sick, she emailed: "Hello Professor! … My residence
hall is currently experiencing ‘the flu’ epidemic and just my luck I believe I
have it now." She was a freshman, keen to succeed: "Do you think I
should soldier through the sickness and come to class anyway? … I’ve never been
sick in college before and your class happens to be the only mandatory one I
must attend."
It
wasn’t just the flu that was spreading that semester — so was the plagiarism.
One weekend I plowed through 36 first drafts, and Susan’s was not the first or
the last to be of sketchy origin in that stack. "Why are there so many
smokers on campus?," her paper began — innocently enough. Then she turned
to the topic of e-cigarettes, citing numbers and statistics without quote marks
or attribution. None of it was in answer to the actual assignment. And it
didn’t take long to find the sources she’d copied.
That F is a reminder that the next
time a student hides her thinking behind someone else's, what I'd like to do is
not fail her, but try to help her not fail.
Susan had already missed several
classes because of illness, and sent me countless emails — messages with
subject lines that shouted "Hospital" and "Emergency Please
Read." "Just focus on getting better," I would respond. "Don’t
worry about the class." In another email she mentioned she had been
"diagnosed with anxiety" recently and was on a "low dose of
anxiety medication." She was absent again on the day I handed back the
drafts and gave a speech about plagiarism for the benefit of the six or eight students
I had caught. Caught
— the word betrays how I sat hunched over those essays, feeling hunted even as
I hunted.
My
stern warning surprised students. Some didn’t realize the word
"plagiarism" — with its trill of alarm — might describe what they’d
done. Some didn’t know plagiarism would "count" in a draft. I didn’t
report any of those students to the administration, but I did deduct points —
proportionate to the level of plagiarism in each case — that would reduce the
students’ final grade. All they had to do to avoid further trouble was not
plagiarize the final paper.
Shortly
after, I got an inquiry from the dean’s office about Susan, identifying her by
her student number. She’d apparently been having difficulties in other classes
as well: Had I noticed any problems? I mentioned the plagiarism incident and
noted that she was coming to class again yet performing erratically. The dean’s
office advised me to "follow protocol" — make sure that she
understood what she had done wrong and that she did not repeat it.
But
Susan did repeat it. She had thanked me for being so "tolerant,
considerate, and kindhearted" after the first incident but when she turned
in her final paper, I was stunned to find that it, too, was plagiarized. I sent
Susan a message expressing my dismay and telling her that I would have to both
fail the essay and submit a report on her plagiarism to the administration.
It’s
too easy, as a teacher, to let plagiarism propel you toward protocol that means
of moving forward without thinking. It’s too easy to feel that you must turn
the tables, prevent the student from pulling
one over or getting
away with it — all of those terrible clichés that hide the reality
of how plagiarism, to a teacher, is the rare instance in which the student
seizes power.
After
emailing Susan, I met with a colleague to seek his advice. Once the door was
closed, he told me not to bother with protocol or with reporting the student.
It won’t be worth the trouble, he said — not worth the onerousness of
photocopying, scanning, providing evidence, and navigating the bureaucratic
near-legalese.
I
was still deciding whether to follow his advice when Susan emailed a long,
dense reply: "I will not be dragged down because one single professor does
not like me. … How can I respect a teacher that has done nothing but bully me
and find any loophole to make me fail? … I DO NOT DESERVE THIS
PUNISHMENT." And: "I will use every ounce of my power to set this
straight."
I
read it again and again. At dinner with friends that night, I described the
email and quoted its subject line: "This Has Gone Far Enough."
"She’s
crazy," someone said. I had no way of knowing if that was the case. How
can you tell if a student is just stressed or out-of-control? But the truth
was: I did feel like I’d been pressuring Susan — with my feverish photocopying,
my petty collection of evidence, and now this ha-ha dinnertime story.
"Report the plagiarism," my friends insisted. "Follow protocol.
Cover your ass."
We
all want to write about the times we succeed in the classroom. But what about
the times we teach poorly? What about the times we fail?
After
she died, her essay — with the big green F in my handwriting circled and my
comments scrawled across its cover page — sat on a chair in my house for weeks.
One day I flipped it over. Eventually I moved it under the chair, then under a
table. I’m not supposed to keep student work. Nor am I supposed to throw it
away. Nor am I supposed to show it to Susan’s parents without her permission.
Nor would I ever, ever return this essay to them, with its angry-scrawled F.
A
week later, I received the news of her death in an email from the university,
with the words "deceased student," followed by her student ID number.
(Protocol.) Then came another email from the colleague I had consulted for
advice: "Thank God you didn’t report her and don’t have that now on your
conscience."
Except,
as far as Susan knew, I had
reported her. The notice didn’t tell me how she died. It explained that she
withdrew from college the day after she’d emailed me, and passed away six days
after that. Her death seemed to confirm my worst suspicions of myself: that I
am heartless, overly bound by some cockeyed ideal of fairness, not in touch
enough with my students’ human selves. I trembled when I had to tell a room of
18-year-olds that their classmate had died, but I wasn’t sure whether that was
because I feared I would cry, or because I feared I wouldn’t.
Three
weeks later, the semester ended. The Internet had informed us that Susan died
from an overdose of an illegal recreational drug, though I had little idea what
to do with that information, what it might mean. The class shared a moment of
silence in her memory. And then, after everyone else had left, one student
approached my desk. "I can’t stop thinking about Susan," he
confessed. "I feel so guilty. She asked me where to buy pot and I told
her."
I
saw then that, in her wake, Susan had left behind a whole universe of people
who felt responsible for her death. "It’s not your fault," I said
with as much conviction as I could muster — hoping to persuade both the young
man and myself that it was egotistical to believe any of us have that much
power.
But
we long for such power. I see the longing in my tendency to experience
plagiarism as personal — about me or my class. I see it in my nervousness when
faced with a student’s power to deceive — even though plagiarism is, more than
anything, an expression of a student’s powerlessness.
Plagiarism
is a gag on the voice, a paper bag over the face. So what if — the next time our
students plagiarize — we tried harder to actually see them? What if we could
understand plagiarism as an expression of exhaustion, of distress, maybe even a
plea for help?
The
thing that haunts me, after all, is not Susan’s rage in her last message to me,
but my own rage in my last message to her. The angrily scrawled F is a guilty
conscience I don’t want to forget. I didn’t kill Susan — I don’t have that kind
of power. But I did have the power to fail her. And that F is a reminder that
the next time a student hides her thinking behind someone else’s, what I’d like
to do is not fail her, but try to help her not
fail.
Source | http://chronicle.com/
Regards
Pralhad
Jadhav
Senior
Librarian
Khaitan
& Co
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